I got married.

http://butterflydezi.livejournal.com/

I am not sure that link will work right but she's a student with a kid and got hit with some fees she wasn't expecting. She's offering to knit or write or various things for donations in help to pay the fees. I thought I would repost to spread the word.

Rocket collecting dust
Hidden from all memory
Bathed in outrage and rust
Waiting for you and me
To own it
Watch you as you douse the ceiling
Light up all the evil dreams
Till they ignite screaming into the night
And we run away clean

Chorus:
I wish i was half electronic
The last shreds of skin are in the sweet sunlight
And i've turned into this smiling, snarling monster
As i watch the walls descend
As i watch the walls descend like stars

Half submersed
I reach your island at night
Washed up tangled on these stones
A gorgeous wreck crashing
To lay here for the next 600 years
The storm will play out there for miles on every side
So tell me who's got the dominoes
But you'll have to leave your lightning outside

Chorus:

the weeds reach the top of the trees

The following list contains the five most effective things with which I can be bribed. If tagged, you must do the same, and tag five more people. The assumption is made that lots of money is always a good bribe, so you can't choose that one!

1. Sex for obvious reasons..Am willing with either gender as well. :)
2. Stuffed Animals Specially..anything. I Love Pengiuns, Leopards, Frogs..I have a huge list. Is it cute and fluffy? It's in.
3. Pretties..such as shiny jewelry like objects. Yesh...
4. Clothing..cause I am such a girl :P
5. Oh hell..cheap little gifts so long as they are cutely presented. God I'm such a dork :)


Tag! You're it:

Netdancer, Ebonhost, Brecken, youngwilliam and Daikyll

Gah..reading back that's not root..that's nerve. Duh..sorry..well. We are back..he is sleeping. Took me half an hour to get him there. He didn't want to go. I gave him the pain pills. In half an hour I wake him to change gauze, in an hour it's for the other pills. He came out laughing. It was cute. He'll be alright. Now is just the part where I try to get him to behave till he's better.

Alright..so I am staring at the clock. 45 mins till I take Kuma in to get his wisdom teeth removed. I'm glad we finally can. One broke when we moved here and had been decaying. So now the root is exposed and there was an infection. I feel bad that it took so long for us to come up with the money to get it fixed..and in the end my Mother in Law provided it..again. But! the point is..He'll stop hurting..and stop feeling so sick all the time. Yay. I am jittery. Why is it always easier to go to the dentist or doctor when you are the one getting hurt? I hate taking him there..cause it sucks to see him hurt. Logically I know it won't be so bad..hell I went through it..and had very impacted teeth so I know his won't be as bad as mine. I am just an over worrier. And he's mine to take care of. It will be alright..Well..off for now..more update later.

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

In your circle of friends you are the one who likes
to keep an eye out for all the others. Always
there with advice or encouragement, you are
dependable and kind.
If you're not a parent already, you'll make a great
one when the time comes.


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Have you ever had that feeling that your behind everyone else? You read their journals, or hear their thought process and wonder why it is that you can't get your words out in such a clear manner? It's annoying really to be reduced to words that make you look stupid, when really it's more uneducated. I know what I'm talking about, I just don't have the words to express it. There are days when I awe at others words, wondering if I'll ever get to be that concise in my debates, thoughts and such. I even envy my husband on that end. That he can cleary state in a very logical way how things should go, or debate something and sound intellegent. I sound very much like I've never finished high school. The sad fact of the matter is, I never finished my first year in college and to be honest I'm not sure I would ever go back if given the chance. I love learning, don't get me wrong but the structure of learning is not for me. Most times I can't sit still, and focus on the class. I've no desire for that structure and unless it's a teaching style that suits me I fall easily behind in class. I learn from those I respect and from those willing to teach me in a way I understand. That leaves a bit of a problem when that is not how teaching is geared. I know I'm not stupid, but there are days when I feel it none the less. It's just frustrating having so many thoughts, and opinions and not have the words to back them up. Not so much with politics as I really have never followed that, a remiss in my duty as a citizen, I know. I don't debate religion much as I beleive that as long as you let others be what they are and you are content in your world that's fine. Damn..I've started rambling. Gah! Oh well, I'll end it here before I wander off to far into the woods and have no way out :P

So some recent events goes to prove that humans, for the most part are stupid creatures. I say this and of course don't mean my friends or loved ones but instead the rest of that dull, infected crush of humanity. Stupidity..I've come to find out is a virus. I think it's airborne cause so many in such large groups suffer from it. It's like those grade b zombie movies where you become infected, your turned then you turn others. I say we get a shot gun and kill off the plague and start over..anyone with me?

Some how I don't see Icedragon as that. *snorts and giggles* But..ok...*grins*

Alright..two day bus trip down and an interview to go! So I'm not going to do a huge update today, but I made it, relatively safely and with much wanting to kill most the people on the bus but that is a story for another time. I must go for now but more later.

Ever have one of those days where you feel like killing everyone? Yea..it's one of those days. But on the bright side..I get to do all again tomorrow..Woot..*note the sarcasm*

*hmms and looks around.* I need more icons. I've had the same one for a while now..*hmms again* I need to figure out where to get more or how to make them..*pokes at someone for help* :)

Ok! Now that is purple..lots of purple *points to the new colors of her LJ. Wow..that's so annoying it's amusing..for now I shall keep you...Hehehehe. Well off to do something..I'm sure.