These are not the hammer... my penis is the hammer

Writer's Block: Week in Review

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 06:13:13 GMT

I got married.

Help for someone that needs it...

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 02:23:25 GMT

http://butterflydezi.livejournal.com/

I am not sure that link will work right but she's a student with a kid and got hit with some fees she wasn't expecting. She's offering to knit or write or various things for donations in help to pay the fees. I thought I would repost to spread the word.

Rocket Collecting

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 23:42:30 GMT

Rocket collecting dust
Hidden from all memory
Bathed in outrage and rust
Waiting for you and me
To own it
Watch you as you douse the ceiling
Light up all the evil dreams
Till they ignite screaming into the night
And we run away clean

Chorus:
I wish i was half electronic
The last shreds of skin are in the sweet sunlight
And i've turned into this smiling, snarling monster
As i watch the walls descend
As i watch the walls descend like stars

Half submersed
I reach your island at night
Washed up tangled on these stones
A gorgeous wreck crashing
To lay here for the next 600 years
The storm will play out there for miles on every side
So tell me who's got the dominoes
But you'll have to leave your lightning outside

Chorus:

the weeds reach the top of the trees

Already Hatched Monsters..

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 21:07:34 GMT

Hmmmm..interesting..

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 20:37:56 GMT

The following list contains the five most effective things with which I can be bribed. If tagged, you must do the same, and tag five more people. The assumption is made that lots of money is always a good bribe, so you can't choose that one!

1. Sex for obvious reasons..Am willing with either gender as well. :)
2. Stuffed Animals Specially..anything. I Love Pengiuns, Leopards, Frogs..I have a huge list. Is it cute and fluffy? It's in.
3. Pretties..such as shiny jewelry like objects. Yesh...
4. Clothing..cause I am such a girl :P
5. Oh hell..cheap little gifts so long as they are cutely presented. God I'm such a dork :)

Tag! You're it:

Netdancer, Ebonhost, Brecken, youngwilliam and Daikyll

Update

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 18:19:35 GMT

Gah..reading back that's not root..that's nerve. Duh..sorry..well. We are back..he is sleeping. Took me half an hour to get him there. He didn't want to go. I gave him the pain pills. In half an hour I wake him to change gauze, in an hour it's for the other pills. He came out laughing. It was cute. He'll be alright. Now is just the part where I try to get him to behave till he's better.

jitters and sighs

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 14:39:57 GMT

Alright..so I am staring at the clock. 45 mins till I take Kuma in to get his wisdom teeth removed. I'm glad we finally can. One broke when we moved here and had been decaying. So now the root is exposed and there was an infection. I feel bad that it took so long for us to come up with the money to get it fixed..and in the end my Mother in Law provided it..again. But! the point is..He'll stop hurting..and stop feeling so sick all the time. Yay. I am jittery. Why is it always easier to go to the dentist or doctor when you are the one getting hurt? I hate taking him there..cause it sucks to see him hurt. Logically I know it won't be so bad..hell I went through it..and had very impacted teeth so I know his won't be as bad as mine. I am just an over worrier. And he's mine to take care of. It will be alright..Well..off for now..more update later.

Stolen from Icedragon..

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 07:14:27 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

Hell yeah..or something..

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 07:27:49 GMT

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"In time, you will call me.....Master."

What's Your Star Wars Pickup Line?

hehe

Wed, 18 May 2005 20:49:08 GMT

You are a Villain. by wolfbaronxylo

Username

Are you evil?

You are

The Absorbing Man- You’re tough but dumb.

Your top henchman

eviltwink

Hero who foils you

gangrelchampion

Your badness level: 93%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Hehehehe...

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 03:49:32 GMT

In your circle of friends you are the one who likes
to keep an eye out for all the others. Always
there with advice or encouragement, you are
dependable and kind.
If you're not a parent already, you'll make a great
one when the time comes.

Which Pooh character are you?
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Tue, 01 Mar 2005 03:58:57 GMT

Sometimes..

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 20:56:53 GMT

Have you ever had that feeling that your behind everyone else? You read their journals, or hear their thought process and wonder why it is that you can't get your words out in such a clear manner? It's annoying really to be reduced to words that make you look stupid, when really it's more uneducated. I know what I'm talking about, I just don't have the words to express it. There are days when I awe at others words, wondering if I'll ever get to be that concise in my debates, thoughts and such. I even envy my husband on that end. That he can cleary state in a very logical way how things should go, or debate something and sound intellegent. I sound very much like I've never finished high school. The sad fact of the matter is, I never finished my first year in college and to be honest I'm not sure I would ever go back if given the chance. I love learning, don't get me wrong but the structure of learning is not for me. Most times I can't sit still, and focus on the class. I've no desire for that structure and unless it's a teaching style that suits me I fall easily behind in class. I learn from those I respect and from those willing to teach me in a way I understand. That leaves a bit of a problem when that is not how teaching is geared. I know I'm not stupid, but there are days when I feel it none the less. It's just frustrating having so many thoughts, and opinions and not have the words to back them up. Not so much with politics as I really have never followed that, a remiss in my duty as a citizen, I know. I don't debate religion much as I beleive that as long as you let others be what they are and you are content in your world that's fine. Damn..I've started rambling. Gah! Oh well, I'll end it here before I wander off to far into the woods and have no way out :P

Well..why aren't I surprised?

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 06:34:48 GMT

So some recent events goes to prove that humans, for the most part are stupid creatures. I say this and of course don't mean my friends or loved ones but instead the rest of that dull, infected crush of humanity. Stupidity..I've come to find out is a virus. I think it's airborne cause so many in such large groups suffer from it. It's like those grade b zombie movies where you become infected, your turned then you turn others. I say we get a shot gun and kill off the plague and start over..anyone with me?

Well there you have it...

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 21:02:52 GMT

*Religion Definition*
are you mono or polytheistic?	polytheistic
do you subscribe to a major religion?	for lack of a better term, Pagan
how do you feel about Jesus?	He was a tourtured soul, and gifted..At the least respect should be given to him.
what holy book do you feel is most accurate (Bible, Koran, etc)	I truly don't know
do you believe in reincarnation?	yes
do you believe in the traditional heaven and hell?	no
do you believe in ANY heaven and/or hell?	It's hard to explain, I believe it's more of another plane of sorts that your soul passes over. I don't think it's either heaven or hell just where we pass over.
do you think the god(s) are vengeful or nice?	They are both
do you believe in angels?	in a sense yes, I call them angel's they are those that have passed over and come back to visit.
do you believe in miracles?	yes
do you believe in predestination?	no
do you believe in original sin?	no
do you believe in freedom of will?	Yes
do you believe in souls?	well of course
what do you think will happen to you when you die?	I'm not sure
do you think there will be an armageddon?	maybe, maybe not
why do you think we exist?	we're either puppets and playthings or an accident..maybe we're beloved? Hell I don't know.
do you believe in life on other planets?	Yep, it would be a bit dumb to think we are it.
do you believe in evolution?	Hmm..kinda sorta, never really thought it over?
do you think religion and science will always oppose the other?	no don't see why it would have to
what would you say to God if you met him/her/them today?	I told him I loved him and he smiled at me
anything else we should know?	My favorite color is purple and Damn it I love sex. :)
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Oh..now this..this is funny

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 01:17:09 GMT

Some how I don't see Icedragon as that. *snorts and giggles* But..ok...*grins*

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 23:04:40 GMT

Alright..two day bus trip down and an interview to go! So I'm not going to do a huge update today, but I made it, relatively safely and with much wanting to kill most the people on the bus but that is a story for another time. I must go for now but more later.

dances around in circles

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 16:45:01 GMT

Ever have one of those days where you feel like killing everyone? Yea..it's one of those days. But on the bright side..I get to do all again tomorrow..Woot..*note the sarcasm*

More Icons for me..

Mon, 24 May 2004 02:27:54 GMT

*hmms and looks around.* I need more icons. I've had the same one for a while now..*hmms again* I need to figure out where to get more or how to make them..*pokes at someone for help* :)

giggles

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 20:50:30 GMT

Ok! Now that is purple..lots of purple *points to the new colors of her LJ. Wow..that's so annoying it's amusing..for now I shall keep you...Hehehehe. Well off to do something..I'm sure.

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 07:54:35 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/users/explodingcat/37524.html

Ok..this..is sooooo freaking funny. had to share.

A meme..thingy..that I'm doing..grins

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 07:26:22 GMT

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. "

bleh

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 04:28:34 GMT

Haven't written much..at that point where writing is blah..then a long of things are blah..so..you know..running theme and all. But Here I am with the writing..yay..woot.. ok sorry..not making much sense. Blah..I guess that's just my mood right now cause I'm a bit sleepy and I miss my Husband. And I want sex..and my head is fuzzy. It's been fuzzy for a while..I hate feeling fuzzy. Ok..going to go now..not making much sense..:P

My Beloved's Soul

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 05:00:32 GMT

Ignite the flames, among the dancing shadows, bringing forth the demons.
A primitive sway to capture the essence of those that know no angels, be they winged or fallen. In this world of blessed peace the turmoil rolls beneath, within, begging to be set free. Rushing forth in a soundless cry bearing the shadows to the sky in a rolling thunder.
Shuddering earth is covered in the bubbling, crackling liquid that will scorch and scar leaving behind it a barren shell.
Whispering light flickers within, bringing soft settling calm to the rolling emptiness. Unsettling events bringing to this carnal land a wisp of soothing, a placid breeze..
Forcing a stillness that is nearly painful in its peace.

Dancing blindly

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 01:12:15 GMT

Each caress cuts deeply,
Each kiss a new wound..
Drowning in the splash of red that slides down a milky form.
Gasps burn the air as pain sears through electrifying skin.
Tears slide down, unwanted and unwilling to be ignored.
A shudder then a whimper and as pain is ridden to the height of pleasure.
Along the truth was hidden, held bound and captive by the weighted chains that are unneeded thoughts.
They torment, those thoughts even as they are pushed into the light and proven false.
Even so they cling, their very existance carved away with every caress, every kiss.
Each slice deeper than the next.
Bleeding the thoughts from the mind and curing them from the soul.
Screams thicken the air as the relentless blade works free the last vestiages of doubt.
A another scream..a whimper.Broken and bleeding becomes renewed.
Basking in the light of the tormentors soul, finding peace in the bright abyss of their will.

Your Secret Coterie Cast
LJ Username
Clan
Generation
Favorite Color
The conniving Toreador	icedragon1969
The notorious Malkavian	wild_snowkitty
The prude Ventrue	squashy
The fiery Brujah	taboodoo
The crafty Tremere	erotic_kitty
The Losombra Antitribu	devinetorturer

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